Friday, January 18, 2013

Day 2 of  the beginning of my IVF cycle😀. I started taking my BCPS yesterday evening & will know more on Monday when we have our Nurse Education Class. I'm hoping I don't start feeling crazy with the BCPS because it's been over a decade since I've taken them, but I'll do what I have to do to her closer to my Baby Jones:)

I've been super busy w/ my job the last 3 weeks & finally beginning to slow down a bit. I've been wanting to seriously blog everyday, but not been able to do that so IVF decided to do it now all the way through the IVF process. I'm sure I will need this time alone to process my thoughts, worries, anxieties & feelings, but I want to make sure I go through this process with an open mind & knowing that I do not hold the final outcome... My Savior Jesus Christ does. He has been my ROCK through these 5 years of the unknown. Without Him I would not be doing IVF. He has placed me on this part of my journey & I am so grateful & blessed. He will be the one I spend a lot of time with through these next few weeks. He will have to reassure me I'm sure that He is in control & that things will be just fine in the end, with or without baby. John 16:33 tells us that "These things I have spoken to you, that in ME you will have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world."

My goal through this journey is for it to be memorable & for God to be glorified. I want to be where He wants me to be & I want to honor Him while going through these days of not the knowing, nervousness, excitement & fear... He will deliver me from this. God is good ALL the time God is good:)

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