Day 3 of BCPS = a very different person. Lol! I'm not sure I like the way I feel and even more importantly I'm not sure my husband likes the way I am acting....I feel very out of it so to speak. This is the journey we have to take & I am buckling up because I know it is going to be a roller coaster of a emotions!

On the flip side of things it is very beautiful out today and it just reminds me of how God is faithful and He will bring sunshine in our life when it seems it is very dark and cloudy. No matter the situation and the circumstance JOY does come in the morning. I've ?'nd things a lot & God has always shown me that He is right their and to wait because He was working. That word "wait" is extremely controversial because in my human mind I just don't understand why my desire wasn't being fulfilled and why "I" had to WAIT. I have learned over the last 4 1/2 years that God has a bigger plan and even if I knew exactly what that was would I be satisfied? Probably not. The waiting and praying has made me appreciate the life that God creates within the womb. It is something only He creates.

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations." Jeremiah 1:5 God has a plan....He has already wrote our story out....He loves us and will give us the best life....Just trust Him. I have to really hold on those truths these next few weeks.