Hello blogging world! I know I have been MIA for a few weeks, but I just couldn't bring myself to write because I was so hopeful that my next post would be a pregnancy announcement, but it wasn't so I just needed to take all that in and process it the best way I know how.
Today April 3rd I am feeling great. There are a few days that I honestly can't believe that the whole IVF process didn't work for us. Surely we were supposed to be pregnant and bringing a baby into the world 9 months later? That was just not the case. My God works in ways that I just can't understand and that is okay with me because I know HE is perfect and would not give us a failed IVF cycle to cause me hurt, but to bring something amazing out of the process! We still have a frozen embryo left and I pray that it stays strong and will fight until the very end. We are not sure when we will do our FET(Frozen embryo transfer), but will keep everyone posted. Hopefully I can continue after tonight with blogging and learn to blog about my life without babies and trying to conceive. It has been such a big part of my life and its hard to focus on anything else, but being I am sterile and would need a miracle from God(which could totally happen) or IVF we just have decided to live life and enjoy the life we have now. I truly believe there is a baby or two out there for us and Adoption is something I would like to do, but my husband isn't completely 100 percent okay with it yet, but I know he will get there eventually. Through this whole process the LORD has shown me and reminded me that He is in total control and that I can rest in Him through tough times and He will give me peace and comfort........He has done all the above!
Be blessed blogging world and I will update more now I promise!
